December 2011
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Quickly.
Things have been so-so here. My mom bitches a lot about every little thing we do. She apparently (said this to my sister-in-law) now expects I’ll be paying her rent. The only rent I ever agreed to pay would go to my grandparents to pay on the mortgage she’s ignored since my grandfather BOUGHT this house. She doesn’t like my husband watching tv when she’s home because...
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Verbal mess.
We’ve been in Wisconsin a week tomorrow.
Our trip here was mostly uneventful, but we did end up with a full refund on one of our evening stays because this chick doesn’t want to listen to a DJ’d Christmas party until 11PM outside her hotel room. Bad planning on the hotel’s part. Their general managers don’t appreciate highly negative feedback you submit through...
On the move.
We’ve been on the road since Friday afternoon. New Mexico is now far behind us. We’ve been through Oklahoma, Kansas, Missouri and find ourselves settled for the evening in Iowa.
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Roku →
Do we, or don’t we? I have a Hulu Plus subscription for the kids to watch television. My mom doesn’t have cable tv, but has internet. We have satellite, but we have pay the cancellation fee when the taxes come because we can’t put up a satellite at her house where I’ll be living. And we’re probably going to get the Amazon prime membership for a year so we can...
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45 Most Powerful Images of 2011 →
#44 folks. #44.
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Today.
Despite everything, today I’m okay. Sadly enough, I’m using nicotine to help keep my mood up. If you’ve never smoked you probably can’t understand that nicotine can boost a mood like nobodies business. It’s horrible and my kids are yelling at me, but for right now it’s what I need. Try explaining that to a 10 year old and an 8 year old.
I’m still...
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I can't fucking do this. :(
This was not the moment to procrastinate.
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No time. No time.
We have movers coming tomorrow. We are even’t close to ready. I suppose if I had done anything in the last month it might have helped us be closer then we are right now. Other then the garage we literally have an entire house to clean/prep/pack before like 8am tomorrow. And I don’t care. But I’m still doing shit. And we’ll probably be ready if it kills us and...
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I read.
I read all these blog posts. Realizing that the predominant age here on Tumblr is so much younger than me. And it hurts my heart to see you all so sad and giving up and depressed. With diagnosis for every mental illness one can think to think of. And I want to reach out to you all, if you read this, and I want to hug you. I imagine you as a son or a daughter. Even at 15 some of you could be...
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“Bipolar Depression = Swimming in black jello under dense fog with a lead weight...”
– Me.
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“Inevitably, a “bipolar” pill will find its way to the market and there will be...”
– psychcentral.com (via theprofessionalcynic)
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The To-Do List
1. Go through everything in the kids rooms. Determine what goes with us. What goes with the movers. What they get for in the car while we drive and drive and drive.
2. Go through everything in our room. Determine what goes with us. What goes with the movers.
3. Go through the rest of the dining room, kitchen and living room. Determine what goes with us. What goes with the movers.
4. Go...
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Toni, Amplified.: Raise Your Hand If You Have A... →
For the longest time my mom didn’t get it. Once she came around to realizing that there really was something wrong, things got a lot easier. I wasn’t diagnosed until I was 27 years old. My quirks aren’t always quirks. My outbursts aren’t always because I’m an evil bitch. The things I do aren’t to piss you off, disappoint you, or for attention. This is just...
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Christmas just makes me mad.
Don’t get me wrong, I love beautiful Christmas trees. I love wrapping presents in colorful paper. I love buying people stuff and hoping they love it as much as I think they will. I am most certainly in love with keeping alive Santa Claus. Because it’s a whole hell of a lot of fun. But grrrr….
Christmas? Christmas was a conversion tool used by early Catholics. There was no...
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It's time...again.
It’s time to go off to bed again.
Damn this being old shit.
I had no time to myself.
No time to sit and write.
I packed.
We went to town.
I got C some new pants.
We have an air mattress to sleep on once our stuff is packed.
We spent too much money to eat out with the kids.
Watched XFactor, American Horror Story and Beavis & Butthead.
I have no shame in saying I watch Beavis...
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Ugh.
I HATE WHEN MY HUSBAND IS HOME ALL FREAKIN’ DAY.
I can’t just do whatever it is I do. And lately I haven’t really been ‘doing’ anything, but he has to go away. And oh goody, only 2 months to go before he’s NOT at home all freakin’ day.
